May be the good fortune is none other than the culmination of a series of good events (wins). And so may be your good fortune is impeded by your tendencies to indulge in pleasure (or in Buddhist perspective to fall into the traps of greed, anger and foolishness). Most virtuous success stories involve sacrifices which their narrator had made, they are people who are in sync with the universe. So why not you? You've discovered yourself that when you engage in activities that breaks the miracle in happening, you get displaced from the path of natural flow and recede to square one and then you're left to struggle with negative emotions for few days. To get back on track, you become regular at gym, challenge to attend Buddhist meetings, listen to spiritual and philosophical podcasts, like those of Sadhguru's, Jordan Peterson's and Academy Of Ideas'. With some struggle you get back on track and stay on it until the urges return. As soon as the urges get hold of you, what